Being the mom to 3 boys, I have learned cleaning your house while your kids are still growing up is like shoveling the walk before it stops snowing.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Meds on the way!

All my IVF medications are in the mail. Packages should start arriving in a day or so filled with our last chance of growing our family. I am getting excited once again to start this process and I'm still 20 days away from taking my first of many injections. It is already difficult not to let my mind wander to the "future" and think about all the "what ifs and could be's" of next summer at this time. I know all to well that can be an emotional road to journey down, but one that I take several times a day despite that fact. As difficult as our parenthood story may be, I know there are other women in the world that still have empty arms at the end of the day. I thank God daily for the gift of motherhood.

1 comment:

Journey to Mia Lynn: said...

It won't be long now, will it? I know this is an exciting, but also nervous time for you as well. Exciting in that you are embarking on this journy again & all the possiblities that it holds, but as we both now, it nervous as it also comes with so much uncertainty too. You are as always in our thoughts & prayers. We are hoping for the best. You are so blessed with Dominic & Luke as you well know. If this happens like we are hoping & praying, they will make great big brothers & life will be perfect...& if it doesn't things will continue just as they are today & life will still be perfect, you know? Keep me posted. I am getting excited for you! Hope today went well with A's finalization hearing. Congrats to your whole family. Hope to see some pics soon of the big day!