Tough Day

I was having tough day today - emotionally. I just keep questioning "why" we are not able to have more children. Why,when everything seems so perfect, I am not able to get pregnant? Why do I keep going? When is it enough? I was still in the midst of my emotional low, when I decided to post the pictures of the boys playing over the past few days.

Guess what happened?

My mood instantly lightened. I know "why" we continue. Because whenever I look at those 2 handsome faces, when I feel their little arms wrap around my neck and give tight hugs, and hear "love you Mom" - I have my answers. I am reminded daily (actually every minute of every day) that I have 2 walking and talking miracles. That they too, were once frozen embryos. Thanks to modern science they are here with us today. Our two glorious works of A.R.T.

Once again, on a Sunday, I need to remind myself to place this into God's hands. Let Him carry this burden - for He knows best.