Being the mom to 3 boys, I have learned cleaning your house while your kids are still growing up is like shoveling the walk before it stops snowing.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

I have concluded....

We went to church this morning with Mark's family.  Nothing unusual about that.  As I was holding Isaac (proudly of course) I glanced across the aisle.  My heart began to ache for the woman I saw.  You see, she is a "sub-fert" or a woman that is suffering through infertility.  We have spoken several times about their struggles with infertility and know they have never been successful in their IVF attempts.  Mark told her 6 months ago that we were adopting a baby due this summer.  She expressed that while her heart is open to adoption, her husband's is not.  So that is not a path they will ever travel.

I concluded that no matter how many children I tuck in bed at night, my heart will never be fully healed from all the battle scars left from infertility.

This woman's arms remain empty......and mine are over-flowing with miracles.  I thanked God right then for all the gifts and blessings He has granted us in our life.

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